i don't want to be in college anymore. i'm tired of the work and i'm tired of the lack of sleep and i'm tired of the excessive consumption of caffeine and alcohol and i'm especially tired of not having time to do the things that i really want to do. i love school, i love learning, and i think it's really important to be well educated. i just feel that at this point in my life it's not what i want to be doing. i want to be able to wake up in the morning and not have to rush to class. i want to be able to sit down for three hours and read something that isn't assigned to me and isn't from a text book. i want to get an apartment somewhere warm and beautiful and shop at local grocery stores and eat organic food and drink iced tea outside on a hammock with my aviators on. i want to be able to play my music at a decent volume without having someone bang on the wall, signaling for me to turn it down because the organized, beautiful sound is breaking their concentration and they have a nine page paper due for their feminist theory class. i want to get a simple job and lead a simple life for a little while, free of the burdens that i feel are weighing me down here. i have my life pictured in my head and the sensory overload that my current surroundings are radiating isn't matching the image that i have created out of nothing and everything that i am.
i just want to do what makes me happy.
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