i'm on the cross.

I've been feeling relatively unhappy as of late. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that it's just PMS, but even my period has been fucked up and off schedule. I feel like most of it is stemming from my body image. I don't know what my deal is. I'm just tired of being chubby, I suppose. All my friends are thin yet still complain about their weight so how am I supposed to feel?

Okay, I'll stop bitching and go to the gym now.