Holy shit. I am graduating from college in less than a week. It's all been hitting me more and more every day. I just got back from a four day long vacation at the cabin in Vermont today. It was amazing. Old faces and new faces (though I wish there had more more cohesion between the two), beer and boxed wine, laughter and tears. I am so appreciative of all the people I have in my life. This year has been rough and a lot has changed, but I'm glad to know that they're still there, even when some of them don't seem like they are. It makes me feel sick to my stomach when I think about leaving. It's so scary to me to know that this time, when I get on that plane to go back to Texas, I won't be coming back. This is it. I don't know when the next time will be that I'll get to see any of the people that have become my best friends. It's so hard, but I know this is just part of life.
We went and visited Nick at rehab on our way out of Vermont this afternoon. He's in Brattleboro at a nice place and he looks amazing. I've never seem him look this good, this healthy, even before the whole incident. I'm so happy that he's doing well. He's thinking of getting an apartment in town and just hunkering down there for a while. I think that would be great for him. The town was really cute, we went out to lunch at a little cafe and chatted and caught up. We walked for a bit, stopped at a little head shop, and then dropped him off as we got back on the road. He's going to come to graduation, which I'm really excited about.
Senior year has been amazing. I feel like I've gotten to such a good place in my life. Pretty late in the year, we started to meet some really amazing people. It sucks that our paths crossed at the end, not giving us much time. We've made the most of it, though.
I feel so lucky for everything that I've been given, the people I've met along the way, the experiences I've had, the mistakes I've made, and the person I've become. I can't believe college is over.
Best four years of my life.
We went and visited Nick at rehab on our way out of Vermont this afternoon. He's in Brattleboro at a nice place and he looks amazing. I've never seem him look this good, this healthy, even before the whole incident. I'm so happy that he's doing well. He's thinking of getting an apartment in town and just hunkering down there for a while. I think that would be great for him. The town was really cute, we went out to lunch at a little cafe and chatted and caught up. We walked for a bit, stopped at a little head shop, and then dropped him off as we got back on the road. He's going to come to graduation, which I'm really excited about.
Senior year has been amazing. I feel like I've gotten to such a good place in my life. Pretty late in the year, we started to meet some really amazing people. It sucks that our paths crossed at the end, not giving us much time. We've made the most of it, though.
I feel so lucky for everything that I've been given, the people I've met along the way, the experiences I've had, the mistakes I've made, and the person I've become. I can't believe college is over.
Best four years of my life.
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