Something isn't right. I've been trying to keep everything bottled up and in the far reaches of my mind/memory in the hopes that it will all just disappear but instead, everything just blew up in my face. I've pushed away some of the people that care about me the most. I'm alone. I feel completely alone.
When I got on that plane and left Australia, something died inside of me. The flame that burned and kept me going was blown out. I'm just a zombie now. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Social interactions? No thanks. I feel like I'm just spiraling down, down, down. I've lost sight of everything that I care about and I just feel apathetic about everything. Mostly I just want to sleep. All the time. Maybe that's what I'll do until I get back up to school. Maybe the change of scenery will be good for me. Maybe not. I'll guess I'll just have to wait and see. Until then, I'll probably just be catching an excessive amounts of zzz's...
When I got on that plane and left Australia, something died inside of me. The flame that burned and kept me going was blown out. I'm just a zombie now. Eat. Sleep. Repeat. Social interactions? No thanks. I feel like I'm just spiraling down, down, down. I've lost sight of everything that I care about and I just feel apathetic about everything. Mostly I just want to sleep. All the time. Maybe that's what I'll do until I get back up to school. Maybe the change of scenery will be good for me. Maybe not. I'll guess I'll just have to wait and see. Until then, I'll probably just be catching an excessive amounts of zzz's...
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