Fuck. Why is it that I can make so much progress in pushing him to the back of my mind but in an instant it can all come rushing back? Damnit. Damnit. Damnit. I don't know why I let it get to me because I know it doesn't matter to him. Nothing that happened does apparently. I just don't get it. I don't get why he said the things he said and then why he just stopped being in touch. It hurts and I don't want it to anymore. I'm tired of it. And it's not worth it. And fuck him. You know what, fuck him. He doesn't deserve me and I don't deserve this. His loss. Right?
Either way, I just want his ghost to disappear so I can move on.
Either way, I just want his ghost to disappear so I can move on.
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