I feel like my head is so jumbled right now. Everything is just so fucking weird. As each day passes, I keep hoping for some relief from this temporary state of mild depression and it doesn't seem to come. I've been sleeping a lot, blaming the jet lag but knowing it's more than that. I just don't have the energy or the motivation to do anything, see anyone. I'm very aware that I need to just snap out of this because it's a little bit ridiculous but I can't bring myself to do it just yet. I feel like I just need more time to just soak up everything I'm feeling right now, the good and the bad. I have so much to work out in my life and in my mind. There is rebuilding to be done, friendships to rekindle, ties to be cut, and loves to be lost.
The idea that everything will become just a memory is so strange for me to think about.
The idea that everything will become just a memory is so strange for me to think about.
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