we'd look good side by side walking back to the hotel.

I'm seeking some sort of spirituality in my life and I don't know where to begin to find it. Books? Meditation? I don't know. Maybe I just need to try a little bit of everything and see what works. I need to purge my life of the fears that I've been hanging on to and living with every day. The fear of failure, the fear of rejection, the fear of death. I feel constantly weighed down, like I'm bearing some burden that is preventing me from living my life the way I want to. It's hard to just let go of these things, though, because they've been around for so long. I've realized I'm a very anxious person. I'm sure that's the reason why in the past fifteen years I haven't ever been able to stop biting my nails. I worry too much about stuff that is out of my control. I tend to dwell on things that aren't worth dwelling on. I just need to let all of it go and feel the release and be able to float through life.

I need something. And thus begins my search to find whatever it is I'm looking for.