I'm trying really hard to just let go. I haven't heard from him in a week and, somehow, I don't think I will. Part of me thinks that it's better this way because it's forcing me to get over it and him, which is what I need to do anyways. He's in Australia, I'm not. It's hard, though. I don't really understand why he won't contact me, but I'm through trying to get into touch with him. If he wants to talk to me, he'll find a way.
Other than all that, things have been getting better. The Ampus room has been a sort of haven for me the past week. It's starting to look really fantastic and such good vibes flow through it. I feel so lucky to have such talented friends. I love laying on the floor of the room, lit only by the rope lights, listening to the music. It's therapeutic for me. Sometimes the music is loud and fast, other times it's slow and hypnotic. It is always good, though. The wall is also looking pretty rockin'. Everyone has been working on painting it and it's turning out really awesome.
So between the drum battles, the blunts, and the breakdowns (both musical and emotional), I think I'm going to be okay.
Other than all that, things have been getting better. The Ampus room has been a sort of haven for me the past week. It's starting to look really fantastic and such good vibes flow through it. I feel so lucky to have such talented friends. I love laying on the floor of the room, lit only by the rope lights, listening to the music. It's therapeutic for me. Sometimes the music is loud and fast, other times it's slow and hypnotic. It is always good, though. The wall is also looking pretty rockin'. Everyone has been working on painting it and it's turning out really awesome.
So between the drum battles, the blunts, and the breakdowns (both musical and emotional), I think I'm going to be okay.
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